Being A Mom

After coming home from the hospital with my baby girl, I was totally exhausted and pain with the wound during the process of giving birth!  It was a good experience anyway (natural birth), after the pain of giving birth and started the pain of lack of sleep from now on with a screaming baby!

1st Day:

I am totally blurr about how to handle a crying baby alone in the hospital!  I am hoping that someone could help me but non of the nurse are willing.  So I had to figure out how to change the lampin, how to wrap her up and how to clean her and last how to calm my screaming baby!  After fainted due to tiredness (3 days without sleep before giving birth) and due to GH have not enough bedroom, I try to be strong and wait for visit hours for my hubby!

2nd Day:

After another night without sleep, I pray that doctor will release me from the hospital!  Early in the morning the doctors came over to check of mom and baby and I jumped up with happiness when the doctor says that I can go home by today!  I called up my hubby by 1130am to pick us home!

Our new life had just started with our princess... and there is lots of things to learn!  Now counting down 40days of confinement.

"Cant do this cant do that cant eat this cant eat that............. bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla"

All my time are breast feeding, eat, pump milk for storage, make her sleep, change her lampin, sleep, etc etc.  And myself?  Totally in a mess!